I hate myself when nervous

Everything i prepare very well

I believe i can do it

BUT

something gonna change 

when

i'm nervous

I hate myself when nervous

whatever i prepare 

all gone.

My BRAIN become a white paper

when nervous

My concept be reject

but i wont give up easily like that.

Be a designer,

concept was reject 

is just a simple case.

I know we should improve it very well.

BUT

i believe i can make it success in 1st round

BUT

nervous make me shortcut my speech

it make me forget to present or sell my Important keyword.

Arrrr...my Key message ar.....

hv to do again.